She gave me everything and always thought of me She stayed by my side and loved me unconditionally But I wasn't satisfied with perfection. Just another classic case of not knowing what you got 'till it's gone. I'm hopelessly lost without her. She's the umbrella to my rainy days. How can I show her the future. I just want to make her the happiest girl in the world. 'Cause I would rather live without sunshine than live without you. Everything reminds me of her My bed is just the way we left it and her iced tea's still there I miss her body heat now I'm always cold I miss her beautiful glow I even miss the way she yelled at traffic when the cars were moving too slow I desperately need to be near her. She's the Usagi to my Mamoru. How can I show her the future. I just want to make her the happiest girl I can keep waiting forever If that's what it takes just to hold you again I know someday we'll be together (once more) and I will make you the happiest girl in the world 'Cause I would rather live without color than live without you. I know it's not about material things, but how am I supposed to show you that you're the only one for me, when I can't even be the one that gets to kiss and hold you. If you're listening, I'm sorry, I can't change the past all I can do is promise you I will never put you through this again 'Cause I would rather live without Christmas than live without you.